Braces

ok, also i have to share my sadness with you all,

i was told that today i would be getting my braces off and i was soooooo excited and ready for this moment. [ive had my braces for over 2 years]

so i got to the dentist and they started working on my teeth and all of a sudden the dental assistant asks me what color do you want..and im like WTF! WHAT COLOR???

and i was like oh same as before and then my dentist comes over and says ok well OOOONNNEEE of your tooth's isnt moving so imma have to re wire it and hope that next time you come it has moved and u can get ur braces off....

TOTAL DISAPPOINTMENT, DEPPRESSION MODE!!!

yeah...i was hopping that id be 21 and not have braces, but obviously i was wrong.

my next appointment is 03.12.2010. [my bday is 03.09.2010 FML!]

FUNNEL CAKES!

k i followed this recipe online and made these and they looked delish but were HEKKKKKKA DRY!!!!!!!!

what was i missing!?????????

P-A-C-E-R [backwards]

Hey everyone,

my bad i hadnt wrote in a while. Ive been kinda busy with trying to get into the LVN program and making sure i dont lose my job!

its pretty crazy right now with school bc its so much money and its money that of course, i do not have!

i have taken all the pre recs and all that jazz and im pretty much in now they just have to run my credit and my co-signers credit and im pretty much in..but now im having second thoughts!

my bff is going to college and she told me that shes paying 50 bucks a quarter!!!

[thats suppppper cheap to what im going to have to pay, 34k + interest!!]

the only reason i dont jump on it is 1. its far! and if my classes are spread out like when i was going to state, idk y but i get so tired and annoyed!!!! and 2. if i go to the school im applying for now i end my LVN training in 11 months and im certified AND they help me find a job!

so im stuck right in the crack!

i know that if i go to a four year university its going to look better on my resume and stuff but if this other school is doing so much for me to get a job and pass the exams, maybe its worth paying the amount there asking for?

so yeah...

now let me tell you about my job.

they recently told us that whoever was working in the printing department had to watch their job and their titles.

i dont really know what they plan on doing but its said that its going to be done.

the CHISMES! or gossip thats going on right now is that if u dont go by all the rules your fired! so im over here trippen bc i never got trained to really deal with all the things we do in our department, ive had to see people and figure out what to do and litteraly train myself so to say!

all the machines we use:i had to learn how to use them [laminators, binding machines, copier, scanner, stamp maker, folding machine!!! etc.]

all the programs: publisher, outlook, PHOTOSHOP![which i had to google all the meaning to tools and so on!!!!], nero, fiery scan, business card templates, etc.

all the forms: stamps, checks, invoices, in store orders, business cards,

LITERALLY EVERYTHING!!!

ive learned in 1 year and rarely i have had a complaint or a mistake.

so yeah...i think i wouldnt be the one getting fired but still when they tell u something like this all u want to think about is finding a new job or a new way to survive b4 they fire u right??

but yeah...

also!! b4 i forget!

MAYA IS HUGE!!!!!!!!!!

omg i feel like she grew over night or something. her paws got wolf like and shes so heavy now! shes not fat thank god but shes so thick i almost couldnt carry her!

[yes i still carry her even though i think shes full grown now!]

lol...my sis says i look HI-larious when i carry her bc shes as big as me!

but yeah i hope u all are doing good and smiling!

ill put up some pics later tonight..me and munoz are going to walk the dogs later..

[he has 2 boy huskies and they gonna take a walk with maya!]

be safe!

thinkPINKZ

ONE MORE POST!!!!

Ok b4 i forget to share this with you...

my wedding song!

found it!

LOL!!!!!

my sister's keeper soundtrack

Song: Feels like home

By: Edwina Hayes

AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[So sorry im just excited to share with you all!]

NEW book: the Law of Love

I PICKED THIS BOOK UP FROM THE LIBRARY.

ITS CALLED THE LAW OF LOVE BY

LAURA ESQUIVEL THE AUTHOR OF LIKE WATER

FOR CHOCOLATE

[ALSO RECOMMEND THIS BOOK IF YOU HAVENT READ IT]

IM GOING TO START IT TODAY AND ILL LET YOU GUYS KNOW IF ITS A [+] OR A [-]

I LOOOOOOVE TO READ...SO IF ANYBODY HAS ANY RECOMMENDATIONS FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT WITH A BOOK TITLE.

SMILE EVEN WHEN YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS SAD AND YOU THINK PEOPLE HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU...bc truth is THEY HAVENT!

LOVE,

thinkPINKZ!

My Sister's Keeper

Need I say more.

EVERYONE go and rent it if you haven't

already!

I loooooooved it! and recommend to you ALL!

Green&Silver Eyeshadow

These are the colors I used. You can use any similar colors you have in your makeup collection. I created this look using my 120 palette. Incase you want to know where to get one of these, i got it on ebay for 14 bucks!

I love all the colors and theyre all very pigmented and last all day!

Its one of my favorite toys!!!
I put the moss-looking color on the outer edge of my eye and blended it right in the middle with the silver, the silver is on the inner edge of my eye and right below my eyebrow.

With my slanted brush i put some more green below my lower lashes.

[Sorry I didnt take a full face picture its just that i used wax the other day and it irritated the crap out of my face and it sucks so bad!!!!! Ive been having to treat it with all these different stuff but idk why it dont come off..and it looks bad. Like a bad case of acne...sucks but i hope it gets better]
Hope you guys like and try out!

Send me pics of what it looks like on you!

Im glad I inspired you to create this look on you and hope you stay tuned for more looks.

PURPLE NAILS!

My mom bought this nail polish at one of those little stores that have a weird name that you forget when you go to the mall. But anyways, its this purple nail polish and it just looks amazing!

It can either be a matte/flat color or you can put a clear top coat and its shinny!

Here are some pictures of the color.

--------->Top Coat Shot.

----------> Nail Polish Brand [ABSOLUTE!] Color [PURPLE]

---------->Matte/Flat Color

Book

So today it hit me,

what if i start writing and just go with it and finally make a book?

B4 when i was younger, [not that im old] i really really really wanted to write a book

i didn't know for who and it probably wasn't going to be all good but i wanted to do it.

AND STILL DO.

There was a bit of drama during my teen years and i really just think that my story

would be a good one to share, a lot of young girls go through this drama but always live

in the darkness and never say anything about it or never talk about it.

I feel like ive pushed this episode of my life as far back as possible and ive grown and now

i feel like its time that i can finally talk about it.

i don't really know anything about writing a book and i don't know who i should aim it towards, right now its just a thought. These are just some bullets so you can get an idea.

• teenage girls
• middle school
• drama with parents
• being "madly in love"
• being left to deal w parents alone

yeah i know that this would be a lot of drama to write but i know that maybe somewhere out there a young girl is going through what i went through and might not know what path to take or what to think or how to deal with whats happening.

i HATE this part of my life and i haven't even lived a lot, but honestly truly i don't think it can get any worst than what i went through.

but like every story that has a bad beginning there always comes the light and the hope that something or someone will be there to guide you through it all.

i love you munoz, and with your permission id like to do this.

[the past sometimes keeps us from being free and i feel like maybe this is what keeps me in my shell, bc my family drama that u already know about..i just want to be able to get it out and say "ive said all that ive lived and said all there was to say and there, im moving on and ive shared with you and my family and those who read this, that finally i can BREATH."]

Rest In Peace

My friends brothers body was found today,

I got a txt at 8pm from Jasmeet saying they might

have found his brothers body in the San Leandro Channel

when i was heading home right now at 1045 i got another txt

from Jasmeet saying that his brothers body was found.

My condolonces go out to Jasmeet and his family.

Be strong and remember that if you need anything

let me know.

Rest In Peace Jagmeet Singh Sidhu

My Room D-E-C-O-R!

----->WOLF WALL FOR MAYA!

-----> CALENDAR AND WHITE/CORK BOARD WALL!

------->ME + MUNOZ WALL!

YOUTUBE: KlairedelysArt

REALLY QUICK..

i was on youtube and under my subscribed videos i noticed klaires video "I CUT MY HAIR!'

this is an amazing way to help kids, and remember hair grows back!

Really, this is sooo insparational, if i had 10 in of hair id do it..but i think i got a couple to go..

congrats and i hope that a little girl who gets ur hair appreciates it and loves her wig...

Sponsor

need i say more?

so many people get sponsored on here and on youtube.

how do u do it?

BLOG

hey everyone,nothing really important happend today,

i went to the gym again 2 hrs. then came home

and the baby was here so i had to take care of her...

then had to go to work...

and that was boring..

THINGS TO DO: [MEMO 4 MYself]

-cover letter for medical assisting

-get address from yellow pages

-get a hold of B. REED.

====>MAYA on top of her house checking out the neighbors.

======>PACO being a fat cat watching TV.

yeah well heres some pics i just wanted to share..

hope everyone is good and today wasnt a very good day just a blah day...but i smiled..

ThinkPINKZ

RandoM

hey everyone..

today i had to babysit again..

its crazy...

like no joke.

[look at my face im not laffing]

but yeah..all you moms out there OMG i give you props

i just have to take care of the baby for a couple of hours while

my auntie goes to the drs with my gma or gpa..

but for real if i had a baby

omg i dont know how id live

yeah i mean there cute and the laff and make u laff and they are

so curious about everything

but they need so much attention!

and when they cry how do u know whats wrong..?

Melany doesnt cry alot thats what i like

and thats why shes a easy baby to take care

of...

but for real..this experience is making me think

i have to be really careful and make sure that when i have

a baby im ready to be a mommy.

but like i said all u moms out there, Hats down to you!

super tiredd....and tomorrow got to wake up early and head to the gym...

remember that if you smile at a baby theyll probably smile back...

thinkPINKZ

FATTY CHANNEL

hey everyone!

just got home from the gym...2 hrs

and ok this week they changed the channels on what shows on the two tvs. last week they had the news on the side where i work out...this week im stuck looking at this lady cook with a whole bunch of fat stuff...[as we all know the good stuff is all fat.]

so this ladys over here cooking with bacon, and making burgers and pizza and sausage....

im over here on my stationary bike sweating buckets with my mouth watering looking at this lady cook!!!

so i had to get off and go use the equipment...

but yeah why would they do that!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA.....

ANYWAYS...

i got to go look for some healthy food so i can eat bc im starving...

[Dang lady on tv!]

hope everyone has a good day and make the best of it...

a smile from me to you all!

ThinkPINKZ

Sonic Burgers

OK they just made a sonic here by my house and it is ALWAYS packed!

b/c im on my diet of course i cant and shouldnt eat fast food, BUT! my babe had to

go pick up some door panels for his car and we headed out to tracy

bc out sonic is always so packed, we decided to stop real quick at the sonic over there

we ordered and were suppper siked! bc of course everyone has been waiting for these good assss burgers!

NOT!!!!!! b/c i didnt want to eat alot i just ordered the dollar burgers on their menu and some frys. not anything super big.

ok...well we ordered to-go bc we still had the drive home. TELL ME WHY, my burger had more RAW ONIONS THAN MEAT!!! the patty was so small i thought i was just eating bread!!

then the chicken dollar burger was soooooooo DRY!! worst than a desert!

im so sorry and i dont mean to diss on anyone if they like sonic but for real it was nothing like what i was expecting..

[this is what the SUPER YUMMY burger looks like......can you tell im exaggerating]

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Sex and the City the Movie!

omg ok so i tried watching this movie today right, but i kept having to go do stuff..so i just finished watching it and I LOVED IT!!!

i do recommend that you watch it if you havent already!

made meatloaf today! and it was delish! made it for my munoz bc he loves meat loaf and im so excited that it came out good!

also went 2 hours to the gym again! Feels Great!!!

night smile BIG!

ThinkPINKZ

Disney Princess Nails!

just wanted to share with you all this look that i did..using some good old tape, bright pink solid nail polish and some heart glitter nail polish..! hope you guys create your own and send me pictures so i can try out!

(thats my ring my papa face gave me! ive had it for years! and i NEVER take it off! i love it even if it was from a little 25 cents machine!)

500 days of summer

omg this movie sucks!

im so sorry im not trying to diss anyone who liked it but for real for real

i didnt not get it...ive tried watching it like 5 times and i get so distracted..

and yeah all i know is that summer gets married and Autumn appears.

Dia de los Reyes Magos

first things first..i went to the gym for another 2 hours today and i feel great! i didnt get a chance to walk Mayita bc Melany here and i have to babysit her while her dad fixes Munoz' car.

[Melany has been having a lot of fun with Maya..Maya will run back and forth and Melany laffs hysterically at her...shes 4 months old.]

well for those of you who are wondering the meaning to the title of this blog, today is a Latino holiday...today is the day that "Melchior, Gaspar and Baltazar brought baby Jesus gold, frankincense and myrhh." For latinos today is the day kids put out their shoes and the three kings are said to leave good little boys and girls and gift..its like a little last Christmas party..also there is a bread that people make or you can buy at the panaderia called the Rosca de los Reyes. Inside the bread you will find little baby Jesus sculptures..they are baked inside the bread so people who cut the bread dont know where these little guys

are. If you are lucky enough to get one of them that means that you have to throw baby jesus a big party..there are many other representations of if you get the li

ttle baby but in our family thats what it means.

hope everyone has a good day today..work hard on achieving those goals! and remember to smile big! [even if you have braces like me!]

Court, Apple, Munoz, Diet, Unitek!

ok, so today bright and early me and my munoz headed out to the courthouse in fremont, and OMG it was packed at 630 in the morning. they only took the first 40 people and there was at least 100+people.

the good thing is that we got a speeding ticket extended to March..(it was due in a couple of days.)

but yeah..if you live around this area and ever have to go to court and u want to get a hearing then be outside by 5 in the morning!hahaha

so after that we went into the apple store in pleasanton and bought my extra 2 year warranty on my macbook! (my last laptop that i got in 07 finally died! and bc i had the extended warranty they REPLACED IT!! [replacement plans are soooooo worth it!])

i didnt get a chance to go to the gym today bc i finally got to spend time with my MUNOZ!

he works 7 days a week and sometimes he works 2 jobs a day so...i just get to see him for a little while at nights b4 hes fast asleep...so i was SUPER EXCITED that finally he got a day off!

i didnt blog yesterday but a recap of my day was that i hit the gym for the first time this year for 2 hrs! and after that i walked Maya around the neighborhood...so i think i got plenty of exercise. i also have still been eating healthy so im excited i havent cheated..

i know it seems like wow shut up its been like 5 days but my diet was based on fast food, quick oily food, Mexican greezy not good for you kinda food. so me eating vegetables and fruits and cutting on the meat is soooooo GOOOD! and i feel healthy and if i think about it i really dont miss eating what they make at the house. but one thing is for sure everything is portioned...even the cereal! *One thing is for sure! remember to drink plenty of WATER!!

anyways back to what happened today, I FINALLY GOT MY CALL FROM DEVAN FROM UNITEK!!!!!

im soooooooo excited words cannot describe! so classes start MARCH 1ST! and i already passed their entry tests, so now when i go in all i have to do is enroll and pay the fees.

and in 11 months ill be a Certified LVN! WOOOO HOOO!

my goal is to become an RN and i pray to god that i make it! if its the only thing i wish to accomplish beside marrying my papa face!

but yeah..thats it for today!

remember that your goals are only seen by you and you have the power to make them happen and remember that you have to be motivated to accomplish those goals..

smile it might just be the motivation someone needs to accomplish their goals.

ThinkPINKZ

FRIENDS BROTHER MISSING

I ALMOST FORGOT, MY FRIENDS BROTHER HAS BEEN MISSING AND HE ASKED ME TO EMAIL OUT HIS FLYER.

I hope you find your brother J. My sympathy goes out to you and your family..

Brad PITT& el POLLO loco?

ok so im watching "HOUSE" with my hubby and all of a sudden this commercial that oceans eleven is going to be on this Saturday or something of that sort comes on and my hubby Munoz tells me, " yeah from working at EL POLLO LOCO to being famous...what a trip"

and im like WTF!!!! BRAD PITT HOT FACE found working at the crazy chicken? ARE YOU FOR REAL!!!???? is that true? well just had to share that with all of you...bc i really wanted to tell someone..and get back to me if anybody knows the answer..lol

Today SUNDAY i worked all day so i didnt do much...sundays are so boring working at a printing department i swear....i try to fill my day but there is only so much printing you can do on sundays..

I had this girl come in though and omg she had me print out these color PDF files for her "class portfolio" i was like ok come on over to the computer...and i was like oh god another person who thinks they can do graphic design...(have to admit that ive seen people who are so proud of their work and im like wow my dog can make something better than that!)

but anywho! so i open up her files and its amazing what she did on PHOTOSHOP! i seriously love that program. i mean i have a mac so i really dont need any spiffy programs but im totally going to save up money so i can buy me a camera first! and then PHOTOSHOP! she had a sickkkkkkk picture of herself with like newspaper and i wish i could explain it but it was her face but made out of newspaper and she was wearing a red sweater and her black hair was down and her eyes where closed and the background was like a city with lights and she was just in the middle of it all just a face portrait.

idk if you have a good imagination you got it but if not sorry i suck!

lol...ill try and find a picture online that might give u the idea..

i start the gym tomorrow so lets hope i dont chicken out last minute...

im excited bc i know that once i go ill keep going..

i also have to bond more with my MAYA! so most likely after the gym imma make it a priority to take her on walks also..

(MAYA is my dog..i dont think ive mentioned her as a dog.)

shes a 1 yr old husky who still thinks shes 8 weeks old!

Thats all for tonight. Everyone be careful and be safe. Smile even when nothing seems right..

ThinkPINKZ

Saturday.

Today was the first day of the "diet" but i don't want to call it a diet bc i don't want to think of it as a diet..its more like a change in my lifestyle.

I have to admit that i did pretty good. (Ive been eating healthy for a week already;lots of fruits and vegetables..big change in my diet.)

Food wise i ate:

BREAKFAST

2 eggs and a slice of toast

LUNCH

Nutri Grain Bar

Banana

DINNER

Brown rice with chicken green beans red peppers and a splash of teriyaki sauce.

Pear

LATE SNACK

Yogurt

Half a sandwich lots of lettuce no mayo.

I did my weigh in today also. 164.8!!!

Makes me super SAD but I know that I haven't been healthy and have not done any exercise in my lifetime so of course the number reflects on that.

I come from a line of over weight family so I want to just be healthy get to a weight where I'm happy and also exercise so I can live a healthy life also.

In my family there is also kidney failure. (Both my grandmas have this so i can get it from either side of the DNA strands!)

But yeah...i bought this nail polish today and i just wanted to share with you all very quickly this color (b4 i bore u all)

The color is called CANDY KISSES # 501.

I bought it at Wal-Mart. Only $1 in the nail polish aisle. COOL BEANS or what!

I'm so sorry the pictures are from my phone so they are very poor quality and its like midnight so my room lighting is bad also.

But you get the idea.

I think that's it for tonight. Tomorrow is a new day so make it a good one.

Have Fun, Be Safe and remember that a smile warms every ones heart.

ThinkPINKZ

First Day of the Year.

It's the end of the first day of the year and I'm proposing that this year i am going to make a blog and a daily journal and follow through with it for a year..

seems odd because I don't really know what this blog is going to be about but lets give it a shot and talk about everything and nothing.

Goals for 2010:

1. Loose 20 pounds and keep them off for this year. (Made a bet with my brother in law that he has to gain 15 pounds and I have to loose them)

2. Start school in March and take my L.V.N and R.N classes!

3. Get my new car.

4. Find a better job..tired of working in the printing department and making depressing money..(i thank god i have a job but still id rather work doing what i love and make less than working where i don't like it and make more....dumb i know but its the truth.)

5. Spending good times with my Munoz and actually doing things together.

6. Teaching Maya how to be a good dog.

7. Finding a good meaning as to why I'm making this blog.

Right now thats all that comes to mind hopefully as days pass ill have an idea of what to write about so people who follow my blog find it more exciting.

I wish everyone a happy new years; spend time with those you love, give to those who are less fortunate, make goals and accomplish them, learn from those who can teach you, and make something good from nothing. Be safe and remember to smile.

ThinkPINKZ